All is Right With the World Once Again !
So All is Right With the World Again ! * Sigh* ... FIRST OF ALL I HAVE SEEN A REAL CHANGE IN MYSELF FOR THE BETTER- I AM BACK TO BEING THE OPTIMISTIC PERSON WHO HASN'T BEEN AROUND SINCE I WAS 15 ! AND IT HAS A LOT TO DO WITH ALL MY EXTENDED FAMILY AND FRIENDS ON THIS WEBSITE- I LOVE YOU ALL ! IF IT WASN'T FOR THE LOVE AND SUPPORT I'VE RECIEVED I DON'T KNOW WHERE I WOULD BE... I SEE THE GOOD IN EVERYTHING AND FOCUS ON IT- THE NEGATIVITY I LET JUST ROLL OFF MY SHOULDERS- SO FOR NOW I'M FINE AND WOULD LIKE TO SUPPORT MY FRIENDS ON HERE AND TELL THEM- U CAN LEAN ON ME ANYTIME ! I'M MY SEXY , SASSY , SAUCY SELF AGAIN.... AND THAT MAKES ME APPEAL TO A LOT MORE PEOPLE- I'M MORE PRODUCTIVE WITH MY DAY- TODAY I'VE LOOKED UP LOTS OF TEMP AGENCIES THAT I DIDNT KNOW WE HAVE AROUND HERE AND I'M GOING TO MAKE UP SOME RESUMES TO SEND TO SOME PLACES I FOUND THAT I HAVEN'T APPLIED TO YET. YAY ME ! BY THE END OF THIS SUMMER I WILL BE WORKING AND GETTING BACK ON MY FEET! MATT AND I ARE BACK TOGETHER- FOR THE 20TH TIME AND I'VE GOTTA BELIEVE IF WE ARE BOTH WILLING TO GO THROUGH SO MUCH HEARTACHE - AND WE KEEP COMING BACK- THERE IS SOMETHING THERE-WE'VE CONVINCED NOT ONLY EACH OTHER- BUT THOSE AROUND US THAT WE ARE MEANT TO BE- AND I TRULY BELIEVE IT... I CAN'T WAIT TO BE IN HIS ARMS- I SAID TO HIM LASTNIGHT WHICH WAS OUR 1 YEAR OF KNOWING EACH OTHER ANNIVERSARY- THAT I WANTED HIM TO PROVE HIS LOVE AND TO WAKE UP AND KNOW HE WAS NOT GOING TO JUST BAIL OUT AND RUN AWAY - AND HE SAID I AM WILLING TO PROVE THAT AND I CAN DO THIS .. I COULD TELL HE IS SO NERVOUS ABOUT STARTING OVER AT 40 BUT AFTER ALL THE THINGS I FOUND FOR US TO START OUR NEW LIFE TOGETHER - I KNOW HE IS GOING TO BE SO ENCOURAGED- I AM SO PROUD OF HIM FOR STANDING UP AND BEING THE GREAT MAN THAT I KNOW HE IS AND CAN BE! WE ARE PLANNING ON STARTING A FAMILY ASAP AND I CAN'T WAIT TO BE ABLE TO SAY I'M HAVING HIS BABY- THATS ONE OF MY BIGGEST DREAMS IN THIS LIFE IS TO HAVE A CHILD / CHILDREN- AND HE IS THE MAN I WANT TO BE THE FATHER OF MY FUTURE CHILD/ CHILDREN... I CAN'T WAIT TO BE FAT AND LAZY AND HAVE WEIRD CRAVINGS- BE UP ALL NIGHT WITH A CRYING SCREAMING BABY / AND BE PULLING MY HAIR OUT- OH I AM SO READY FOR THIS EMOTIONALLY THAT ITS NOT FUNNY! I AM ALITTLE WORRIED ABOUT THE FINANCIAL PART - BUT AS THE SAYING GOES IF U WAIT TIL THINGS ARE PERFECT TO DO IT- THEN YOU'LL NEVER DO IT.. WE HAVE WHAT MATTERS MOST- LOVE TO GIVE A CHILD , LOVE FOR EACH OTHER- I FINALLY GOT HIM TO ADMIT THAT HE LOVES ME FOR MY PERSONALITY- HE SAID IT MAKES ME SEXY- AND TO TELL THE TRUTH- I'D RATHER HAVE A SEXY PERSONALITY THAN BE A SUPER MODEL TYPE.. I AM WORKING HARD ON LOSING THIS WEIGHT AND MY NEW GOAL IS TO LOSE 40-50 LBS BY AUGUST 1ST... I CAN DO IT ! ANYWAYS THIS IS MY BABBLING FOR THE DAY........
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This is so wonderful for you. Im so glad you guys are getting another chance to make this work.
I could not be happier for you Brandi! Love you always, always on your side my friend. XX JIll
Brandi.. this all sounds awesome.. I surely hope it works for you.. Tell him if he breaks your heart again though that yer gramma will kick his arse.. lol..