All is done for me NOT to me!
I feel I moved into a deeper level of understanding this morning (I think; feels good anyway) that" All is done For Us not To Us". How Blessed is the events that I have previously complained about, felt disappointed by....ect ect. I reflected on how this one or that one has not respected or honoured me in various ways and when I chose to ask myself where in my life do I not honour myself & where do I not honour what I am given. The answer was easily found. It is such a joy to realise that everything is given us of Love. To absorb into my cells the realization that I am so totally and perfectly loved that God would send messages in the form of others & their actions, particularly the not so nice actions,(cos they really get my attention) to show me the way home. So "all events are Neutral" makes so much more sense, now that I feel so totally Loved. That all the little and the not so little disturbances - are actually little nudges of Love, saying hey! I love You "
I have decided, for me, there's nothing etched in stone that must be achieved in order for healing to occur, except complete and unconditional *self-acceptance.* Over and over and over and over and over and over and over!
xo
I have decided, for me, there's nothing etched in stone that must be achieved in order for healing to occur, except complete and unconditional *self-acceptance.* Over and over and over and over and over and over and over!
xo
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This is lovely. You sound very peaceful Vicki! Xxx
Rosie: Trust me, I have my moments of NOT being peaceful. I have found a key for me and that is embracing when I don\'t feel peaceful, when I don\'t feel comfortable, when I feel shame, when I feel guilt, etc. It\'s not that I don\'t feel these things, I certainly do. I allow myself to express them, let them surface instead of stuffing them, and work at remembering, \"there\'s really nothing to get; all my Good/God is just waiting for me to uncover what is blocking it\" When these *not so good* moments arise, I allow, and hopefully without judgment, and ask to be shown what is going on and what I need to do. It\'s certainly a work in progress. I had a HUGE issue with my sister last weekend and it devastated me; but then I was blessed with what I wrote in my journal and I can now kind of see how it is all working for me and not against me..my labeling, my judging, my deciding *what should and should not be* is so limited; the Universe is much smarter than I am. That being said, I am still in the process of grieving after setting a boundary with her and experiencing the possibility I may never see her again. After I set the boundary (with love) my head immediately went to *oh I should\'t of, why did I do that, maybe I was too much, etc. ) I have found, deep down inside, it is hard to treat myself so kind and loving; but I am getting better. I let it all surface and work with it daily...Luv you and it certainly is nice seeing your truth come out in your journals!
And...I forgot to say \"I am making it ok to feel disturbed!\" xo
That\'s really amazing Vicki and difficult. I commend you as you learn to keep applying self love to yourself.