all i have to say

in regards to my last post i cant talk to my counciler I DONT TRUST HER i cant talk about it i only feel safe here please understand that i dont like to talk about that stuff to people i dont know! another thing please DO NOT TALK ABOUT GOD OR JESUS I DONT BELIVE IN THAT SHIT ANY MORE, NO OFFENCE TO THOSE WHO DO. JUST PLEASE DONT SAY JESUS LOVE ME OR GOD WILL SAVE ME OR THAT CRAP I DONT LIKE BEING TALKED TO ABOUT THAT. if i die its MY choice i may or may not i dont know, i think i will take a break from ds for a while to clear my head, if i do decied to kill myself i wont come on to  say it because i dont want to cause any greif to my freinds, thats all i have  to say for now