All Gone
The boys are gone back to oklahoma they left earlier today.... I miss them already i wish they could stay with me but I know they are better off with their dad... However I'm not going to dwell on it.... because it will do nothing but make me upset and heart broken it will solve nothing.. so this point forward I will control what I cont control and rejoice over the rest.... i miss and want all of my kids but it's out of my control.... so i gotta just do right my be and gods plan and everything will work itself out... the wounds are open and will still be there but we must take what we learned from our lost and apply it in life and become the best we can be for the sake of our angels so we can be reunited with them we have to stay focused on the bigger picture... believe it or not i love each and every one of you from the bottom of my hearts and we all have a obligation to eachother and the world brought upon us through our angels..... goodnight loves.... xoxoxo
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I\'m sorry your sons are with their father. But boys tend to stick with boys. I hope this time apart will let you be able to grieve for Journee on your own time and pace. And I think you are right everything happens for a reason. This might be beneficial for your grief. I know many times I would\'ve loved to just be alone and grieve for my Kaydence. A good time to reflect and prioritize what is important to you. And very good luck to you on the weight loss.
well you are right things do happen for a reason adn all of us met for a reason for our angels and one day we will be with our babies again one day when he calls us home sorry to hear the bos went back with their father I hope all stays well with you take care ((((hugs)))