All Alone

This is the first weekend that my wife has had our daughter. I woke up many times looking for her only to remember she wasnt here. Man this would kill me to not have her too.  I dont know what my wife is thinking.  How can anyone not see how much we should be working towards the better goal.  Our daughter.  I suppose i will be told her cards after monday when she goes to see her lawyer.  In this lonely night, i wonder if i am even doing right. Should i be the one to just packup and go.  I got another bill from the lawyer which depresses me further.  now he needs another 2500 and i am wondering where i will get this at.  so what happens when you cant pay anymore?  your case goes on but you are screwed.  i lose everything including my daughter.  what a stinking way to end this.  I work so hard for her, love her, adore her, and all for what?  she had lots of money and i have nothing. well this was a waste of my time to write this gibberish.  calling out for help but I dont know where it will come from.
 

Replies

lori47
lori47

I know this is hard. Please believe me when I say it gets better with time. I\'m no where near the end of this journey, but I truly can say I am better than I was 1 mth ago, 2 mths ago, etc.

Take it one day at a time. You know you cannot let her get custody of your daughter. She has shown she doesn\'t know the meaning of putting her daughter\'s wellbeing over her own.

Sending you hugs and support.
CowgirlKathi
CowgirlKathi

You can take a second mortgage on your house or borrow against your IRA without penalty under certain circumstances. You can and you WILL find a way. There is way too much at stake here, my friend. Money is only money and things are just that -- things. Your daughter is worth whatever it costs to keep her safe and protect her.