All Alone

Tonight really hit me hard. Again same problem. I've talked about how i feel left out by my friend from high school and how  all she wants to do is spend time with two of her friends who i'm friends with as well. Well i heard that apparently one of the girls felt like the 3rd wheel which is how i'm feeling right now and my friend apologized to her and and wants to make it up to her by going to the movies. I feel like i have no one and i'm even more lonely than ever. I've gotten a suggested to put some distance and i dont know if that will work but i think it will make me feel better. I just dont understand why she is treating me like this. I've been a good friend to her. I'm not going to do things for her, i'm not going to go out of my way to see her, no more i'm done. Shes got other friends. I started to cry and i hate it that i'm crying for the same damn reason again.