Alive today

I woke up today. I didn't hurt anyone, I did my best to help and listen. This is my inventory of a day in my world. I'm going to make my best effort to write at the end of everyday. I hope to gain something from doing this. What? I don't know, I have never really looked at myself this way before. Maybe I didn't want to be reassured that I'm not a good person. Or maybe I have just been to scared. Nevertheless this is a goal I want to continue to do. I want to get better, I want to be able to do the things I have been scared of my whole life. There has to be something good about me, something people will miss when my time comes...