AHHHHHH!!!!!

What a couple days Ive had. Between being manic and angry and feeling too rushed about getting all the wedding stuff done. I still have to fill out 100 more mailers and RSVP cards. I have a fucking bad headache today I took a couple more of those pills to relax me they did i feel like butter with anger.lolL  You all who have read ny journals know that I went Saturday and the head of my penis pierces a PA they call it wasnt too fun it hurt but I was manic and truthfull I enjoyed it. well Last night we were in bed and I was making sure my man was kept happy ...IM not alowed sex 2 weeks not oral eather nothing.  well I was getting  all into himn and w3ell needless to say I rose to the ocassion and the head of my johnson was like way sore......I looked down at it the piercing was so tight into my skin and I was dripping blood...I freeked out shit took me a while to get it to go down the bf was anoyed too....he used to have his donte too mine comes out ant the bottom and his came out on top he said his didnt hurt..... well mine does dont think he believes me. Well today I go down show my dick to the guy at the shop he says it looks healthy told him all he said if I could just go 2 weeks and Ice my dick when im feeling randy he will put in a larger one in ahhhhhh. dont know if I canwell guys keep your fingers crossed for me. later for now.