Ahhh...the dark funk returns

I wonder if I'm bipolar.  Hanging around a couple of old friends whom I kinda distanced myself after my brother died (didn't really want to hang out with anybody), and the old familiar feelings are returning, not all of them good.  Those two, a couple, are not without their difficulties, and the tension gets unbearable at times.  Guess I gotta limit my time around them.  But it's good to be with some old familiar friends.  Remembering my roots.  Recognizing that I have a dark soul, and am comfortable with other dark souls.