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So rhis evening I'm supose to meet with my mother and "talk." I reeeaaaallllyyyyy don't want to. She is crazy and seld asorbed and I don't see that changing. I'm sure she will take no responsibility and I will just end up frustrated and upset. I have finally for the past few Months been happy and back to myself. I'm completely off my anti depresant drugs and have just been feeling like myself. This trip has been great with no stress or guilt trips or unrealistic expicatations. The pain they have caused is right now unforgivable and I'm not sure I even want a relationship with her at all. My father has not called me once or tried to see the baby. I hate him. He is a worrthless piece of crap that was a horrible father and apparently is continuing the tradition and being a horrible grandfather. He is a POS!!! I'm so thankfull and its only by the grace of God I turned out how I did and have the life I do. No thanks to them. I beat the odds. I have a great life a good faithfull husband and we are financially more stable than they have ever thought about being. My children will not go through the poverty I did due to my parents selfishness. There is being poor and then there is your parents putting there needs before yours. I was the later. Oh well wish me luck!!!