Ah Crap
My eating is totally off again today when I got home, you'd think I was held prisoner in a restaurant and not allowed to eat. Well, the leftover Thai food from dinner is in the refrigerator and is calling my name again, but I'm online for support instead. I'd like to think it's still stress because it helps to excuse my behavior, but it is what it is. My son and I leave next week for London, England on vacation and I am so excited, especially because I can wear shorts there and not run into anyone I know... haha. I have a lot of work to tidy up at the office, but I'm stuck at a conference today and tomorrow, which only leaves Friday to finish up. I can't stay late on Friday either because my son is graduating high school that evening. I have to admit I REALLY need this vacation and sooooo deserve it! It's been a tough couple months.
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You\'ll be O.K. We all slip and that is o.k. Don\'t beat up on yourself. It\'s only food *smile*. I want you to focus on your wonderful vacation and not stress, or try not to stress about anything. I know it\'s easier said than done, but I know that you will be fine. You\'re strong. Heck, I had a bad day myself, but you let me know that it was o.k right? Right. So now I am letting you know that it is o.k. Hey, this journal was written yesterday- why didn\'t you come to me and tell me that it was a bad day. You do know that I am ALWAYS here for you right? Right. My love and friendship is pure and I hope you know that. I am here when you need me. You\'ll have to blow me up to get rid of me! Smile okay?!?!?!?!