after yesterdays ordeal

After yesterday's ordeal with my car I feel a bit better but still am leary about driving my car....  I checked it out earlier this afternoon the antifreeze level seems to be good and there wasnt any fresh leaks underneath my car but just am scared to go out in it......  I honestly hate fear.......  Had sent my friend who was one of the people that helped me out yesterdsay a text message knowing she was supposed to go out with her mom today asking her if she got home early enouh if she can follow me down to the store here in town which isnt too far from my apt bldg (which her mom lives in the same bldg) so Im just waiting for a reply hopefully she can do that.....  But still dont know when my fiancee is coming home from the hosptial hes having issues with getting his prosthetic leg on the hospital called the company that did his leg but the people who fixes still hasnt come up there to look at it...  So frustrating......  I just want things to get back to normal if thats possible.....  but am trying to keep myself busy was able to do some laundry just waiting for them to be done in the dryers.....