AF came

I never knew I could be so happy to get AF.  I am still heart broken over the miscarrige, but I feel like now I can gain some regularity in my life.  My husband and I want to ttc again, but now that AF has actually appeared, I am nervous as hell.  There are the lt downs of trying to get pregnant, the waiting games and then the I know I will be so scared that this could happen again if I do get pregnant.I reset the old fertility monitor again.  It read day 90.  Wow, 90 days since my last AF.  It took awhile to concieve my last baby even with the monitor so I am not trying to get my hopes up.  The wierd part is that my DH and I were not even trying when we got pregnant with Amelia.  We were not preventing it, but not timing things, chrating and bam, I was pregnant and now I have a beautiful daughter.  I never dreamed that one day all of this would happen.  No one does.