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ive been treated like shit. im sick of it. 
everyone who wants to kick me when im down
 
dont understand the human race
nor do i understand the human point. 
 
why the fuck am i even alive. 
 
i dont know. 
 
 

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CarlaBent
CarlaBent

Tough shit. If I have to live through this pointless Hell, I don\'t see why you shouldn\'t have to do it, too!!!!

Maybe that\'s why the fuck you\'re alive!!!
You were put on this Earth to make it a happier place for me!!!!

(((((Hugs)))))
mush18
mush18

thanks carla okay xxx
deleted_user
deleted_user

mush i\'m worried. i don\'t know what you can do yet but you need to move and get help and see a new doctor.

i think you should stop taking the prozac, if you are bp.
those things you said you were experiencing, those symptoms sound like what happens when taking prozac goes wrong.

i\'m stunned at the inability of your doctors to display any intelligence or knowledge or humanity towards you,

but you simply cannot let a handful of people determine your destiny.
you have better things ahead A.

be a terrific parent to your inner child and be your own best friend and do what you can to survive.!
if you feel the prozac is making you worse maybe you should stop and get another doctor to see you immediately.

i am worried for you...
hugs.
deleted_user
deleted_user

i mean, go get one somewhere, move---something! write, get us all to write ...please just don\'t give up- there are better things about life you will experience.

you can feel okay again.
deleted_user
deleted_user

write your congressmen, get a news station involved, reach out.. i know those sound like ridiculous ideas while you\'re going through what you\'re going through, but there has to be some organization or someone or something somewhere. i don\'t know anything about your area and the healthcare- i am sorry it is so bad !
deleted_user
deleted_user

( sorry, other than what you have told us. )

ah i just wish there was some way i could help.
deleted_user
deleted_user

you\'re not shit Mush. Maybe if you try changing the way you interact with your pdoc (or other mental health professionals) you\'ll get a more respectful response? (it\'s possible) You can get through all this, you really can.
mush18
mush18

Nala it\'s okay

Whizzy I\'m trying my best to keep an open mind and I respect what they say to me. I\'ve given up completely and there\'s nothing I or anyone can do to change that. They\'ve got me down as bpd so therefore anything I do reinforces that.