Admittance
I have to admit to myself that this is really going on and there is nothing I can do about it, except for the medication and the exercise to keep things from getting worse. Yes, I know that it is going on and I am almost there to accepting it. One year is coming up since my diagnosis and that is when my mind will accept the permanance of my condition. I think that I am doing much better, I have a therapist that I have an apointment with in two days. I like her and I have a little history with her. But, she knows that seeing her causes me great anxiety. I told her last time that apointments cost me $160, she did not even know that. That is just what the hospital charges for her services. It might be flattering to her to know that the hospital thinks so much of her. It was the hospital I was born in, and the largest in 500 miles.
Replies
I still have not totally accepted ms. I thought I did until I was doing so much better that I almost felt like I had this disease under control and then I had a relapse. It seems to be already going away, unlike most that lasted at least a month. It really upset me to be in a relapse again. So I guess I have not totally accepted the disease either. It takes time and maybe acceptance is a gradual thing.
why do you get anxiety going to see some one that you talk about what is giving you anxiety and is exposed to relieve your stress everyone want there ms to go away and i feel the same please god just let it go away and let me get stronger so when it does come back maybe i wont get worse again and it will do away faster /but i think if we keep thinking that were always going to be worried about out ms /so thats why i dont i dont want to worry about my ms or if i have a falair up i just want o be stress free about that /i\'m telling you if you stress about your ms then your going to flair=up maybe /i will pray for all pain free get stronger and dont worry about our ms we can do this in your name lord help us love ya april