Addison Ryan
I thought you'd stay forever,
I never knew I would loose you, before I even met you.
I was scared, worried, and nervous at first,
But I've loved you from the start.
I know I might have made mistakes, while you were here,
And there's not a day that goes by, I don't regret them.
I've blamed myself quite a while, but I don't think it's my fault,
While I do think it's my fault, but I've been told not to blame myself.
I miss you so much, and wish you were here with me,
I might not of known you, but you were and are my world.
I'm sorry you had to leave this world so soon,
But in my heart you will forever stay, and live on.
You never got to see this world, or your family here,
And your family might not know you exist,
But when the right time comes, I promise I'll tell them all.
I know it's unfair what I did to you, but I really am sorry,
If I could go back, and change what I did to you,
I would, without even thinking twice.
I might not get to see you anytime soon,
But I know that one day, I'll be able to hold you for good.
I'm never going to forget you, or stop loving you,
For you were my world, and always will be.
I just wish there was a way for me to show you how much I love you,
So until I know that I've shown you just what you mean to me,
I'll go on living my life with you in my heart.
I never knew I would loose you, before I even met you.
I was scared, worried, and nervous at first,
But I've loved you from the start.
I know I might have made mistakes, while you were here,
And there's not a day that goes by, I don't regret them.
I've blamed myself quite a while, but I don't think it's my fault,
While I do think it's my fault, but I've been told not to blame myself.
I miss you so much, and wish you were here with me,
I might not of known you, but you were and are my world.
I'm sorry you had to leave this world so soon,
But in my heart you will forever stay, and live on.
You never got to see this world, or your family here,
And your family might not know you exist,
But when the right time comes, I promise I'll tell them all.
I know it's unfair what I did to you, but I really am sorry,
If I could go back, and change what I did to you,
I would, without even thinking twice.
I might not get to see you anytime soon,
But I know that one day, I'll be able to hold you for good.
I'm never going to forget you, or stop loving you,
For you were my world, and always will be.
I just wish there was a way for me to show you how much I love you,
So until I know that I've shown you just what you mean to me,
I'll go on living my life with you in my heart.
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This is full of pain, but very beautiful and well written
you have a talent, thats beautiful, sorry it has had to come from such a sad emotion though. That really is beautiful, keep up the writing
Thank you. I had to write about my baby girl one day, and that\'s what came out, I have more that I wrote about her, or her dad and her, and the feelings I felt at the time. I normally don\'t share my poems and things I write, because I feel like people judge me, but I needed to share that one, she was my daughter, and I just want people to know how much I love her, and how I felt, it kills me everyday not having her here with me, and not a day goes by that I don\'t wish she was here.
i love it! :) i write my blessing Jaielle, everyother week, i hope one day I will write only once a month, but I miss her so much. And one day I will be able to buy hot wing ruffles and a pink lemonade , because thats all i ate when she have me cravings, now I can\'t even think about buying them :(
Aww hun. Thank you. And it\'s healthy to write about your feelings and about your daughter, it helps you and allows you to deal with loosing her and your emotions. And I do hope that one day you will be able to eventually buy those hot wing ruffles and pink lemonade. You\'ll get there love, it just takes time. Remember I\'m always here to help anytime you need me.