Addison Ryan

I thought you'd stay forever,
I never knew I would loose you, before I even met you.
I was scared, worried, and nervous at first,
But I've loved you from the start.
I know I might have made mistakes, while you were here,
And there's not a day that goes by, I don't regret them.
I've blamed myself quite a while, but I don't think it's my fault,
While I do think it's my fault, but I've been told not to blame myself.
I miss you so much, and wish you were here with me,
I might not of known you, but you were and are my world.
I'm sorry you had to leave this world so soon,
But in my heart you will forever stay, and live on.
You never got to see this world, or your family here,
And your family might not know you exist,
But when the right time comes, I promise I'll tell them all.
I know it's unfair what I did to you, but I really am sorry,
If I could go back, and change what I did to you,
I would, without even thinking twice.
I might not get to see you anytime soon,
But I know that one day, I'll be able to hold you for good.
I'm never going to forget you, or stop loving you,
For you were my world, and always will be.
I just wish there was a way for me to show you how much I love you,
So until I know that I've shown you just what you mean to me,
I'll go on living my life with you in my heart.