Addicitve personality
Waking up in the morning with a clear head is awesome!! Allows me time (while the house is quiet) to really think about me, my choices, and what happened to get me where I am. My thought this morning was the existence of an addictive personality. Whenever I do anything, I do it full steam (running, hiking, working, cleaning) and that recently included drinking! I am thinking that part of my problem is boredom! I can't run anymore because of my hip. I can't hike on a regular basis because the nearest mountain is 5 hours away. I can only clean the house but so much, especially now that the kids have moved out and the house generally stays clean! I am wondering if my addiction to drinking is just part of my tendency to do anything "too much"!! I need to learn moderation and balance my life. One thing always seems to be my focus. Must research this one!!
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