accounting

I have been working for days on the accounts so that I can bring them with me to the social worker to prove that I am eligible for Mainecare because if I loose that I am sunk. Both my girl and myself are in counseling, and we both need it desperately. I have been diagnosed, once again, with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder with Depression, Anxiety, and Anger management issues (I manage the anger too well, internalizing it rather than venting it, hense the depression). If I am cut off from Mainecare both of us will have to drop counseling, and our lives will be destroyed. Well, recovery from the already distroyed financial situation will be improbable. I have a job interview on Monday, and if I get the job I can probably dig myself out of this pit, but right now the pit is deep and getting deeper. They are supposed to be helping people, and this is not helpful. The stress of trying to get these books in order for year end is bad enough - taxes and all, but the added stress of tryng to prove to them that we earn so little that we qualify for benefits is pushing me over the edge. They want a daily accounting of time, cash intake, and expenses. Daily. If they asked me for monthly, it would be much easier, but they want daily. It is just too much! Way too much! I cant stand it. I am totally freaking out.