accident

Hi Honey:
Saturday Sept 15 which is Sept 16 overseas, your 4 month passing date.  I was so sad but I went to your parents dinner at Jen's house. It was difficult to be with your mom, picking on my gray hair again. I kept busy spraying weed, cleaning the barn and trimming the rose bushes that day.
Edward helped me assembled the new power assisted lawn mower.  Alex saw him and said: "Grandpa, he is not dead." It is funny but he actually has not forgotten you.  How sweet it was.  Unfortunately, I ran the old lawn mower into my new car.  I just wanted to cry but didn't because I didn't want to show the tears to anyone.  I usually cry when no one is around.  If your were here, you would not be angry with me because I have broken the truck rear cover and you just simply said we will get it fixed.  I found the card you gave me from Malaysia. I missed having you around to say everything will be fine.  I am so not wanting to finish all the legal things and I needed help.  I wish you were here so I don't have to do all these paperwork.  They finally cut off your cell phone, so now I can't hear your voice there any more.  You've been busy in everyone dreams.  They told me about you.  I feel you've been giving me messages and comfort through our friends, Tiff and Brendan.   The family and I will be fine, Please watch over us. I love you forever and please rest in peace.