Acceptance
Perhapes I should simply accept what childhood bullies tried to teach me, that I am worthless. Because clearly i do not matter at all or I would not struggle so. I hurt inside almost if not all the time and I have no idea why. Or how to make the pain go away while still alive.
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Stephanie, remember, bullies try to make you look bad, because it\'s them that really have the issues. Do not accept that! You are who you want to be:) I think your goal is a good one, be able to actuall talk! Baby steps little girl. Keep seeing a counselor if possible, and they will lead you to the yellow brick road. Accept only that you were hurt, and follow the road to recovery. Love and hugs, Mum
This is so painful for me to read and I am sorry that this is happening to you. They are treating you the way that they feel inside and to accept what someone else thinks of us takes away our empowerment. Please do not allow others to define who you are. Get all the help that you can and allow healthy individuals to mirror back to you what they see. Continued healing, strength and the courage to believe in yourself once again. With love, Joanie