Acid

It is so hard for me at work because one of my immediate coworkers is 25 weeks pregnant. Everytime I see her belly I feel acid running through my veins. I know thats wrong of me, but I cant help it. I wish I could just be happy for her. its harder the closer i get to what was to be my daughters due dat of 8/27/10.

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It is not wrong of you what you are feeling is completely normal for us. I still have an adversion to carefree pregnant women. I can\'t look at a little girl that looks like she would be my Faith\'s age(23 mos). With time I have gotten a little less anxiety with it, and now I just say a prayer for the baby. I am so sorry that you are living this pain. The beginning months of adjusting to your new normal is hard. Give yourself time you need and try not to judge yourself for feelings that are not your character. I promise it may seem like you will never feel any kind of normalcy, but you will. Hang in there. Hugs, Cynthia