Absentee Owners
Got the truck in the proposed mechanic's bay, awaiting road prep. Focus ain't coming easy and I am letting that be okay. I am grieving Big Brother. Grief goes where it goes at the speed of awareness. I feel Big Brother's gentle poetic nature guiding me. Translating his guidance to human dialects feels even more pointless than translating the wisdom of the three sisters (H2o) just now. Some things live beyond words. It is what it is, whether I pass the grammar review, or knot.
The Wildlife Diversity Biologist from TPWD is bringing his sons out here ?today? to check the traps he set for his Herpetology Survey. He knows nothing of the co-owner drama, nor any reasons for the "wonky schedule this week." I simply gave him free reign to check the traps, whether I am here, or not. The co-owner who hired me said it was okay. Taking him at his word. . .
I am far from fine, but I believe I am holding steady. Proof unavailable. Letting that be okay, too.
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Sorry ur far from ok. Still supporting you as u figure out. Hugs.
I will save the fact checking for a later date, but I does believe "Absentee Owner" is the name I have been hearing in the local admin centers for what Big Bro and I called the caddie parade.
Leaving those evers to their own whats for now. . .
This morning I am still seeing those two childish heads peeking over the hand dug wall at the end of the drainage culvert. Been plying the inner child theories to trying to coax them into the compound courtyard. Not all fancy car drivers are cruel, mis amores. Not too many of them INTEND to paralyze small animals in their headlights. I'll teach you how to cross the road, little ones. Honest wheels, I will.
You sound better today Arfie...still troubled with 'issues' but doing some self-care and decision making to let go of can't be changed by you, and what is not ok for you to be process at this time..glad that the change has come about! The best to you as you figure out the "its" of your life...(((Hugs))) ml