About my hearing

Well last night was a stress packed one for me and then I sat in my chair in the front room and thought about everything and tried to sort things out.Well as you can guess I fell asleep in the chair for about two hours and woke up with my back all in knotts.So nothing has helped me to reconcile myself with things except for me to appologize to Brendy .I do know that she is looking out for me and it just gets frustrating to have all of these physical problems when I was always healthy as I was growing up.Never got sick or missed a days work except when I got frost bite while working one winter in Kansas.And the only reason that I missed work then was that some of the frost bite was in my eyes and it made it real hard to read x-rays when you can`t see.I do think that I am at the very least going to get one of those hearing amplifiers that looks like it is one of those phone bugs.I just hope that after awhile I can grow my hair long enough to cover it up.I have always had my hair long any how so why not use it to cover up my ears and the ear bug at the same time.Oh well at least the long hair will keep my ears warm.As I have said I had checked into getting hearing aids before but they would not even give me credit for the big bulky ones.I guess that is because I can`t work any more and they don`t count the SSDI as income.Don`t understand that one I worked all those years just so I could get SS and now they don`t count it.Does that mean that they know something that we have suspected for years,that being that I didn`t think that SS would be around when I had to retire.Thank God it is still around because I lost everything when I couldn`t work and we couldn`t draw anything until SSDI finally got every thing that they needed and made thier decission.I had already been let go by the Postal Service and new that no one would hire me with my restrictions.I am Chassing rabbits that have already run way off so I will get off of here.You see why I needed your prayers though,thank everyone that has responded with help and advice and especially your prayers.Without you guy`s I don`t know what I would do.Thank you all agian.