About me i guess.
Sorry i just have to get this mood out of my head. I havent slept or ate properly in two days and my moods have hit an all time low in the last two hours. Dont have to read this i just need to write it down before i smack my head against a wall or summink. Have no energy, an awful headache that i cant shift and a general black feeling of gloom and doom. What have i done with my stupid life? nothing. I have a lovely daughter who im so proud of but i so wish she didnt have to see me like this. Oh i just cant talk about this anymore its just making things worse. Tomorrow is another day, yes thats the way to think. But if i dont find happiness in the sad bloody existance soon i am gonna just give up. Everytime i feel happy the shit hits me again. Have had bloody bills come out of my account a few days earlier than they should have too and thats screwed everything up. Oh whats the fucking point. If theres a rich kind single guy out there would he step forward now please as i could do with a happy ever after cos the before sure as hell stinks.x
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Oh honey I wish i could do something to help you but I am not rich nor am I a guy.
I hope you have a great day tomorrow
Sorry to hear that. I haven\'t had time to go through all of your journals yet, so I can\'t comment on too much yet (but I will read them--I promise!) Trust me--I know about the bills thing.
Well, as for the rich, kind, single guy thing, I\'m 2 of the three.... (I\'ll give you a hint: the girl in my pictures is my stbx--no chance of getting back together, so I consider myself quite single). :-)
You have a good attitude--tomorrow is another day. Talk to you then!
Shit Deb,im sorry your feeling like a big steaming shit sandwhich right now.