About me i guess.

Sorry i just have to get this mood out of my head.  I havent slept or ate properly in two days and my moods have hit an all time low in the last two hours. Dont have to read this i just need to write it down before i smack my head against a wall or summink.  Have no energy, an awful headache that i cant shift and a general black feeling of gloom and doom. What have i done with my stupid life? nothing. I have a lovely daughter who im so proud of but i so wish she didnt have to see me like this. Oh i just cant talk about this anymore its just making things worse. Tomorrow is another day, yes thats the way to think. But if i dont find happiness in the sad bloody existance soon i am gonna just give up. Everytime i feel happy the shit hits me again. Have had bloody bills come out of my account a few days earlier than they should have too and thats screwed everything up. Oh whats the fucking point. If theres a rich kind single guy out there would he step forward now please as i could do with a happy ever after cos the before sure as hell stinks.x