About Me... (2008)

I NEED A JOB  It's a long story, and eventually, I'll tell it all...[jul08].  "I can remember feeling AMBITIOUS, waking up EXCITED about my day, having loads of ENERGY, - I don't know when all of that slipped away. Now its all I can do to pull myself out of bed. I barely keep myself or my children washed and fed; and then only out of a sense of guilt or embarrassment;...I didn't see it coming, i just slowly lost touch with the part of me that was able to care, and I haven't a clue how to find it again"... [may08] The above quote, which describes exactly how i felt during the first quarter of 2008, and the story of my screen name which follows, basically tell you all me...You see, I've been visiting this site off and on for about 2 months without registering...but i was talking to my BF last night about the fact that my son went to youth camp last sunday...and from the time i got home from church last sunday afternoon, until yesterday evening when i had to go pick my son up...i didn't leave my house!..this fact and the realization that there is something wrong with me, is how i came up with my screen name...i think i'm Depressed...and i've definately become a recluse...so i'm a depressed recluse...so, Hi, Everyone!  from yours truly,  DepressedRecluse...  [jun08]