Abother weekend

So another weekend has come and gone, I beg for the weekends to come because I don't want to be at work yet when they come I can't hold on to it tightly enough, I don't go anywhere except to the store for misc items.....I just don't feel like going anywhere or being with anyone.  I just want to stay in my house....... it feels safe. Back to work for another week grrrrrrrrrr.... I just hate it, I feel like things will never get better yet I know they will.....I am just not ready to be around  anymore people then I absolutely have to be......... I went to the grocery store yesterday and ran into an old friend of ours from many years back..........the first thing out of his mouth.....you know How's Tom.........   I just fell to pieces, people just don't want ot be around you when your like this, and thats fair because  I really don't want to be around them either.