Abandonment Issues

So I just got into a big fight with my boyfriend, well I am not even sure if he is my boyfriend for sure anymore. Anyways, he gets off at me saying that I want to spend all this time with him and I do, but he sits at this table with a bunch of his friends. He said why I didn't join and I answered that I didn't wanted to go unless invited, they are not really my friends. Then he goes on about how he hangs around by me when I talk to two of my other friends and how we talk about Yaoi and he deals with it. Well hey it's his choice to hang around with me or not when we talk about that, but I am not the type of person to intrude and all of this is just getting me emotional and then that 'best friend' of his tells me I am just jealous. Well of course I would be, I don't have money to have the luxury to go watch a movie with them and that she is paying for him. He barely tells her to go after she mention that jealous thing. What the hell man? What am I suppose to do? I love him. I don't want to break up with him, but this is hard to deal with damn it. This is not what I wanted and now I am going to be all alone until like 6 or 7pm. My heart hurts so much and it just wants to burst. What should I do? Someone please help.
Temptress Anger