A Year in Review
It is the beginning of the year for 2009 and as I write this journal I have been reflecting back on 2008. 2008 was not a devastating year...no one died, no one lost their jobs, (no one in my immediate family that is), there has been some illness (mothers breast cancer returned) but other than that it has not been a bad year. I just I needed an ok year to grieve the loss of my brother and my miscarriage. I needed the time to seek answers and accept what life has to offer. 2008 gave me time to think and to release my feelings.Going to the homoepath has helped me deal with my emotional side as well as give me energy to endure my daily routines. HEy I even got AF with out the use of medication in December...so maybe this is the year to concieve and have a healthy child? Who knows...I do know that in two years or so, we will become parents to a child(ren) from India. I do know that my health is improving and I am going to take more control over my weight. I do know that people love me and want to spend time with me. So all in all, this year is starting off right.I know that I am journeying with God by my side. Though I can be a difficult child and have temper tantrums when I do not get what I want, I know that God is there watching lovingly and giving me the time to realize what I need than what I want.So here is to an amasing 2009, filled with endless possibilities for the future.
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