A Wondering Me......
I just had the urge to vent so here it goes......
I have been waiting ALL of my life to be a mother and now my only hope is IVF and I am soooo scared it will not work for me. Last year at work I had to sit back and watch 6 (yes that is right I said 6 as in six) of my employees got pregnant. I had to hear the stories about how this one was an accident and his one didn't even want the baby and all I could do is sit there and be happy for these people who were getting a miracle all while it was eating me up inside that it wasn't me. But now I am moving on to IVF so maybe that is my key. I read how this person did IVF 12 times before conceiving and this person tried 5 times and well all I can do is this one try. I try to stay positive and say I will be a mother but sometimes I get so depressed and think maybe I am not made out to be a mom. But I will stay positive because with all the baby dust being past around some of it is going to land on me!!!
I have been waiting ALL of my life to be a mother and now my only hope is IVF and I am soooo scared it will not work for me. Last year at work I had to sit back and watch 6 (yes that is right I said 6 as in six) of my employees got pregnant. I had to hear the stories about how this one was an accident and his one didn't even want the baby and all I could do is sit there and be happy for these people who were getting a miracle all while it was eating me up inside that it wasn't me. But now I am moving on to IVF so maybe that is my key. I read how this person did IVF 12 times before conceiving and this person tried 5 times and well all I can do is this one try. I try to stay positive and say I will be a mother but sometimes I get so depressed and think maybe I am not made out to be a mom. But I will stay positive because with all the baby dust being past around some of it is going to land on me!!!
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Baby dust will land on you and you will become the mother you have been longing to be. I feel the same way you do and DH and I only have this one try as well. Sticky baby dust to you
I can totally relate to how you are feeling. I am surrounded by people with kids. I have a gf who had 2 kids and was trying for a 3rd and was told that she can\'t get pregnant. Well guess what she had baby #3 in sept. My DH and I have been trying for over 2 yrs and we are now attempting our first and hopefully last IVF. I often wondered in the 2 yrs whether I was fit to me a mom.
We are and we have to think positive. There is plenty of baby dust out here and you are absolutely right, it is going to land on you. Good luck and stay positive.
When you have infertility, the whole world is pregnant. I can completely relate to how you are feeling. Sometimes I tell myself that there\'s a 102 year old lady out there that\'s destined to be reincarnated as my baby, but she just keeps on living, so I have to wait!