A Wondering Me......
I just had the urge to vent so here it goes......
I have been waiting ALL of my life to be a mother and now my only hope is IVF and I am soooo scared it will not work for me. Last year at work I had to sit back and watch 6 (yes that is right I said 6 as in six) of my employees got pregnant. I had to hear the stories about how this one was an accident and his one didn't even want the baby and all I could do is sit there and be happy for these people who were getting a miracle all while it was eating me up inside that it wasn't me. But now I am moving on to IVF so maybe that is my key. I read how this person did IVF 12 times before conceiving and this person tried 5 times and well all I can do is this one try. I try to stay positive and say I will be a mother but sometimes I get so depressed and think maybe I am not made out to be a mom. But I will stay positive because with all the baby dust being past around some of it is going to land on me!!!
I have been waiting ALL of my life to be a mother and now my only hope is IVF and I am soooo scared it will not work for me. Last year at work I had to sit back and watch 6 (yes that is right I said 6 as in six) of my employees got pregnant. I had to hear the stories about how this one was an accident and his one didn't even want the baby and all I could do is sit there and be happy for these people who were getting a miracle all while it was eating me up inside that it wasn't me. But now I am moving on to IVF so maybe that is my key. I read how this person did IVF 12 times before conceiving and this person tried 5 times and well all I can do is this one try. I try to stay positive and say I will be a mother but sometimes I get so depressed and think maybe I am not made out to be a mom. But I will stay positive because with all the baby dust being past around some of it is going to land on me!!!
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