A whispered "oh".
I had a breakthrough yesterday regarding the "Eggshells"... it was the answer to all those questions that have been running through my head since the funeral. Questions I couldn't get and didn't want the answers to....
SIGH...
My dream about going "home" came back again last night.... different this time. Those answers brought me back to my healthy 16 year old emotional place, which is why I had dreamt about those childhood places that are no longer there. Because it was where I was my strongest, my happiest with myself. And as I saw it again last night, I understood it, felt "the being at home with myself" feeling, and then my friends came into the dream, hugging me, telling me I've got this... and then that song came back into my head with a different verse that suggests moving on...
I found my beginning... I can move forward now.... Later.
SIGH...
My dream about going "home" came back again last night.... different this time. Those answers brought me back to my healthy 16 year old emotional place, which is why I had dreamt about those childhood places that are no longer there. Because it was where I was my strongest, my happiest with myself. And as I saw it again last night, I understood it, felt "the being at home with myself" feeling, and then my friends came into the dream, hugging me, telling me I've got this... and then that song came back into my head with a different verse that suggests moving on...
I found my beginning... I can move forward now.... Later.
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As i said in my last journal comment..this is really big! You have come to some higher level of clarity and this is what you needed to move on. It is even showing up in your dreams, thats how big it is. You will find yourself again as it all becomes so clear. I am so happy for you...love Sandy