A weepy day
I'm not sure why, but these last two days I've been so emotional. Maybe it's because my first trimester is at an end, so now I have to face reality. I think I'm still in denial a little bit. I can't believe things might work out alright for me. I still get agitated seeing newborn babies or hearing pregnancy-related stuff. I attended all of two prenatal yoga classes these past months, and both times I started crying right after class (actually, the first time I started crying in the class, but I don't think anyone noticed.) Aarg! I feel so happy most of the time, but somehow all that pregnancy talk sets me off. I don't really like hearing about other womens' previous births, their cute ultrasounds, how many weeks they are, what names they have picked out… I wish I could just be happy with them and not be so weird and emotional. Also, I thought I was over morning sickness, but I spoke way too soon. Sigh….
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Sorry you are having a weepy day.. try not to beat yourself up over the way you are feeling .. pregnancy hormones are wicked and can make you irrationally emotional!! I still hate hearing about other non-infertile peoples pregnancies or kids and I don\'t feel comfortable talking to people about my pregnancy at all, just because I am preggers does not mean I am not still infertile and at this point I don\'t see that changing. Jut try to enjoy your pregnancy and celebrate every mile stone .. like making it to the second trimester .. big hugs! XO
It\'s ok to be weepy friend. *HUG!! And I understand where you are coming from. Pregnancy doesn\'t \"cure\" people that are struggling with infertility. While getting that blessed BFP is such a happy and wonderful thing, it isn\'t a substitute or an eraser of all the stuff you previously went through. I am cheering you on in your second trimester friend! Those hormones sure know how to take a woman on one giant roller coaster.