A Way Out

Heads up, I'm not referring to anyone on DS in the first bit of this.... LOVE YOU GUYS!!!  I need less psychos, and more opportunities in my life. I need more resources, and a way to branch out, and get my fingers into things that will help me get a firm grip on reality, a grip on this world.I need a change, I need to change, I need some things to help me get out. I want more, I want to be the best, I want to be someone, not like the rest, I want to be me, but above all, I want to make my father proud. I want to be able to stand in front of him one day, and hear him say he loves me out loud. I want him to be able to rest, and not worry if I'll make it, I want him to be peaceful in the knowledge that I already made it.