A very tired day

hSo much going on.  School which was fun last year isn't as great. But then its the same for teachers and all.  New macho principal (at least he thinks).  New curriculum which no one has any training on, the $$$ for training went elsewhere.   AND the 6th graders are awful this year.  All teachers even say so, gosh when they were 5th graders a few of the ones normal now it seems a more majority are just out of control.  I feel like an old lady bitch with them, and that's not how I want to be.
Its raining thank you lord but just a little more inches please.  My well needs it, and ground needs it, the animals are hunting for food as the vegetation is so dried up,  I have never had deer or elk in this many numbers this early.  Its sad. 
My cousin is coming from Vancouver, WA several hrs away Tues - Thurs to put the siding on my garage that has been not done since Roger died 5 years ago.  This will protect it from further elements. I amlucky to have them do this.  Don and Chane came up and put in the new electric line to the cargo container where last year they accidentally split the wires.  I need to get the long extension cords taken down now.
Today been cleaning up my clutter, going into the 3 bedrooms I never use except junk.  Getting the beds ready for company.  Fresh bedding, dusting, vacuuming, febreeze and all that.  Next need to mop my floors, with me the floors look ok as the tile does not show dirt but when I mop I should be ashamed but for me I am not.  With 2 dogs, 3 cats, and going down to 2 horses well too bad.
It seems there is so many things to do, and I still get overwhelmed trying to get them done myself.  I get help for the big things but the little daily things can wear you out since I am back at school.  I wish I did not have to work.  But finances say I must.  At age 65 this is not where I thought I would be How life throws a curve ball and you can not hit it back. 
Kids just left, borrowed pickup helped me pick up metal siding for cousins, using it to take tubs or stuff they are storing in big garage as their house is ready to be built and they will be living out of other places til then.  Using camper to stay in to get away from his Dad where they will be staying, he is picky and I am too far away from where they work to stay here. 
SO time for a shower, have a lot to get ready tomorrow plus clothes for work again.
Spot not looking too good, I think his thyroid gland is getting close to closing off his breathing, it will mean I have to put him down.  Ike still lame, unknown why?  I will wait for spring to take him to ortho pedic vet in Seattle.  $$$$$ If he ever gets sound he will be lonely alone, but I am gonna ride the heck outta him I hope.  OR will I lose him also.  SIGH They are my life line I just want to ride.
I keep wanting to move my feeling to happy but I am not really that happy, I am ok though.