A very hard day

Yesterday I did the hardest thing I've done in a very long time. I went to the funeral of a 1 month old baby. I gave mom the card with the DS info in it and I really hope she reaches out to us. The hug she gave me makes me think she will. Right now she still has friends and family with her and they will be leaving mid-week. Her name is Kelly. Please pray with me that she seeks us and our love.
 
I am a lot stronger than I thought I was. I only had to pull over 3 times to cry on my way out of the cemetery. All of those emotions flooded me once I was in the safety of my own truck.
 
I think I have all of the money I will need to go to TN. Is it July yet? After yesterday I really need to see some of you in person and feel the love.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

I hope you felt all of us surrounding you and helping to hold you up as you attended Kelly\'s baby\'s funeral. I hope Kelly reaches out to DS for comfort. Truly your friend, BarbaraWawa
annsullivan
annsullivan

How very sad...but so wonderful of you to reach out to the mother...you are stronger than you think...
RememberKala
RememberKala

Such heart breaking news. I hope when she is ready she will find us...we\'ll be here. I know all funerals are tough, but gosh, an infant....gosh...

I need some REAL hugs too! Can\'t wait to see you darling. Love ya, Teri.
ihart
ihart

That must have been sooo hard for you. Sometimes we are in situations where we can help someone and I hope mom gets the help she needs. If she joines us please let me know.
I hear ya about July and I am really looking forward to meeting all the adorable faces of our moms. Hugs. Inga
deleted_user
deleted_user

You did good, well done. Nearly July soon Hugs Cathy
biowoman
biowoman

Bless you sweet friend...please feel my love (hug)...Karen
KimRW
KimRW

I\'m so sorry for Kelly. I\'m glad you are there for her and offered your help. I can\'t wait to meet you! Love, Kim
CorriesMom
CorriesMom

Reaching out with love and understanding, brokenhearted Mom to brokenhearted Mom ~ what a beautiful gift you offered Kelly.

Sending love and tight hugs ~ Debbie