a total mess
my husband has porn issues and will not stop ....i am so depressed and upset i just dont even know what to do anymore. i started counseling....i am so angry all the tme now i feel sick all the time now i dont even care if i get out of bed anymore it just doesnt matter. i think i have finally reached my breaking point and i am just at a block i cant function anymore i just want to sleep i am anxious.... i am a train wreck. i do not want to get divorced right now i cant even imagine that extra stress and it was easter weekend and Dad wasnt there with us for dinner. There is just so much grief i cant even comprehend it all. i am frozen
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Very gentle ((hugs)) shared. I am just so very sorry you are suffering so much.
For me with the crisis I face sharing here in our journals literally keeps me alive. Putting the crisis into words and setting them down in my journal is as if I am setting them down in real life also. It brings RELIEF and allows me to let go a bit and find needed REST.
Just allow all of it to pour out here and over time it DOES truly bring relief.
Moment by moment is all we have to take and reaching out sharing will help us to hang on and to take the next step and to feel LOVED and cared for - and that is so very critical.
Just moment by moment.
:-) Patricia