A time of change

We all hate  change, though it is sometimes the best thing for us and we get to discover new things that excite us and bring a new dimension into our lives.  As devastated as I am that my children have abandoned me I am trying to look at it in a positive light and hope that it will bring a new brighter aspect into my life and that someday I will see the reason for it and the necessity of it. I will no longer send emails, cards, make phone calls begging and pleading, I am done with that. If and when ( I have to believe that) my children want me they know how to find me. Of course I would welcome them with open arms and my heart would heal, but until that time I resolve to be positive, live the life I'm supposed to be living, in a bright fun way and discover myself in trying new hobbies and mixing with new people. I wish I could feel like this all the time but I have many dark hours where I see no joy or peace in my world..but while I am feeling strong I will enjoy it and I will laugh and dance. Life is too short to spend it in misery and regret..So here's to me !