a thrilling fear

Danny, if i just knew what it is that you want me to be...i would be all that and more...and if i only knew if what you say you feel for me is the real thing...should i be scared? should i want to skulk and hide, and prepare myself for what is to come? what should i do...i want us to be happy, but am i making a fool of myself trying everything i can to save us, if your only intent is to break it off with me as soon as she is single???? i need you and i need you to be my night in shining armor, but im scared....scared of my own thoughts, and the fact that i will probably never love another as i have loved you..i was your first in so many things and you were my first in many also....please be kind to me and just dont break my heart-MIRANDA-