A tale or despair love and heart-ache

 Dreams SpritFractions in my lifeAll of me Not knowing loveFor love abandoned meNot loving in truthFor fear of hurt Dreams SpritFractions in loveNot all my knowing As love goes onAnd I in fearI stay still for he loves me In truth he claims as he speaksThough to trust in him fully Give him my heartMy all Ludicrous I sayPlainly stupid Dreams SpritFractions in fearOf losing love in me I fall asleep to Dreams, visions, gatewaysTo him He speaks “My love, my queenTrust I love you and you have my heart.I love you and no other I love you , you are my drug I needYou are my only addiction I can’t quit. Your elixir of love you’ve given meIs so strong. So don’t pour it on other For I only need a whiff of its smell You my beauty are my heaven I need no other.With you not in my life is hell within its self…” Dreams SpritFractions in dreamsYou claim you love me  I wake to reality And cry at the absence of you Day set joins in night I sleep once more “My princess, my queenI’ve missed you. You left me and now you returnTo your dreams and fantasies To me for in them I will always be yoursI love you” Dreams SpritFractions in lifeMy fantasy, my dream I wake and cry at the beauty of him, The love he holds for meThe trustThe honestyThe truth of his love I cry because he’s not realHe’s not hereWill he ever be mine? I cry myself back to sleep and In my land of dreams He welcomes me with a kiss Dreams SpritFractions of deathDeath of me and life in it “I love you my queen”He calls to me I die that night in my sleep And live in my dreams Never to part from my love nor Wake at the disappointment and pain Dreams SpritFractions of peaceAt peace to fall in death and in love with him forever