A Sign?
Ok everyone - I am not losing it. But really need to share. I just called my husband on our cell phones. His phone is set to ring - no ringtone. Instead of ringing I heard softly playing rock music (reminded me of Rachel's music) and then a female voice shouting "Mom"...."Mom". I answered Hello....who is this...hello. I heard the word Mom 3 times and then (still no ringing sound) my husband picked up. He said noone was with him yelling "mom" - the music he was playing did not have that word in the song.
Rationally, I probably crossed wires with someone trying to call their mother and they couldn't hear me answering. But it also so sounded like the last moment Rachel and I had as we drove off to the hospital. Her yelling "mom" at me.
Just needed to share. You don't need to respond. I know it sounds a little weird, but I also so hope my baby's reaching out to me. Maybe I'm just grasping as I have been so down lately. Thanks for listening.
Rationally, I probably crossed wires with someone trying to call their mother and they couldn't hear me answering. But it also so sounded like the last moment Rachel and I had as we drove off to the hospital. Her yelling "mom" at me.
Just needed to share. You don't need to respond. I know it sounds a little weird, but I also so hope my baby's reaching out to me. Maybe I'm just grasping as I have been so down lately. Thanks for listening.
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