A rough July but looking forward

This July was tough for me. I had to go with only having one job and very few hours for the whole month. I had to come face to face with the true nature of my emotional and mental issues. I had to deal with almost finding a good girl for me and then losing her. I had to try to find a way to get closer to God, who I feel that I have been lossing touch with.
I have high hopes for August though. I am doing my best to grow to love and respect myself. I am going to keep learning new things and working out until my mind and body match my spirit. I am going to become who I was always meant to be. I am going to keep going to church and trying to understand God.
I am ready to go down whatever road God has planned for me.