A rough day...

I feel so lost... Im in so much pain rite now... Everytime I feel like im doing ok my whole world is shattered... I felt what I do is a passion... maybe I was wrong yet again... Am I really the type that should spend their life is some sort of home as it appears I really cant do for myself... im feeling rite now maybe the hospital is the place I should be instead of wasting time money and space out here... I get that my partner wants to help but sometimes it feels worse... Ok so yea I get it I need a payee I cant really stay organized, my self esteem is shot to hell I understand im damaged goods yes im almost deaf and all that but dayum theres gotta b sum hope for me rite... Why tell me way after a client said something that they really weren't satisfied..? Why kill my opportunity to fix it.? Im really considering selling all my supplies and trying to find a regular job... and when that doesn't work again maybe I can find a home that possibly wont treat me too bad... Im just tired and no1 understands so yet again I am alone... I dont understand...

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