A quiet day

Not such a nice day today. I went to have a fasting blood test this morning & it was sunny & mild now it is overcast & raining. Managed to get the washing in off the line & have now got it over the gas heater vent. I don't want to use the dryer unless I have to. The electricity has gone up so much this year.
I am so tired I could go to sleep but will try & keep going a bit longer. I must go to the pool today. I have'nt been for two weeks & I can tell. I feel stiffer & my legs are aching. I would love to have a whole day when I feel normal, whatever that is. I see old folk at work with some awful things wrong with them & I think I am lucky to still be reasonably ok but I still get frustrated with myself.
My cousin in England sends me messages on facebook about all the salsa dancing & parties she is going to & she is in her late  sixties. Makes me sick! When she was here last year I knew I held her back not being able to go out all the time. What can you do as Chris says.
I am going to have to rest. I am getting fidgety all over. I will make a smoothie & then have a lie down.