A Psalm, and journal

 Psalm 84
1 How lovely is your dwelling place,    LORD Almighty! 2 My soul yearns, even faints,    for the courts of the LORD; my heart and my flesh cry out    for the living God. 3 Even the sparrow has found a home,    and the swallow a nest for herself,    where she may have her young— a place near your altar,    LORD Almighty, my King and my God. 4 Blessed are those who dwell in your house;    they are ever praising you.[c]
 5 Blessed are those whose strength is in you,    whose hearts are set on pilgrimage. 6 As they pass through the Valley of Baka,    they make it a place of springs;    the autumn rains also cover it with pools.[d] 7 They go from strength to strength,    till each appears before God in Zion.
 8 Hear my prayer, LORD God Almighty;    listen to me, God of Jacob. 9 Look on our shield,[e] O God;    look with favor on your anointed one.
 10 Better is one day in your courts    than a thousand elsewhere; I would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God    than dwell in the tents of the wicked. 11 For the LORD God is a sun and shield;    the LORD bestows favor and honor; no good thing does he withhold    from those whose walk is blameless.
 12 LORD Almighty,    blessed is the one who trusts in you.
 
This psalm comforted me when I was in the deep of despair...because it helps me to remember that the trials and tears of life are so short...and it makes me think that I would so much rather want to do the Lord's will, and have his approval-a clean conscience, more than anything else, even indepedence, career, family, marriage, traveling, and security, and all those stupid ol' temporaries we think would make our life complete. I am hurting, to be confronted, through my conversation with my friend, and through the Holy spirits direct work...in that I have to see that I'm not where I need to be. But I know HE loves me, and is working in me, so I am grateful for that. :)
 
Carrying on, and trusting in His Holy name,
God bless you all of you with wonderful and spirit-filled new years!!!! :D :D ;D <3
Enjoy!
xx, JasmineRenee