A prayer
Please Lord,
I know I do not come to you as often as I should but I know I need you now more than I ever have. So much has happened these past few months and I feel the full weight on my shoulders. I have suffered so much pain, physically and emotionally, that I cannot help but question why. What could be the purpose of so many tears and so much suffering? I come to you to ask for your help in healing my body and soul. I come to ask of you one thing.
More than anything, more than even becoming pregnant again, I want to be a normal, functioning human being. I never realized how much I did in my everyday life until one by one I could not do them anymore. As I am physically able to do less and less for those around me and myself I feel like parts of my soul are slipping away. Everyday I am becoming more and more dependent on medications to even make the pain bearable. Please, Lord, I just need to be okay. Whatever it takes, I need to be okay again.
I know I do not come to you as often as I should but I know I need you now more than I ever have. So much has happened these past few months and I feel the full weight on my shoulders. I have suffered so much pain, physically and emotionally, that I cannot help but question why. What could be the purpose of so many tears and so much suffering? I come to you to ask for your help in healing my body and soul. I come to ask of you one thing.
More than anything, more than even becoming pregnant again, I want to be a normal, functioning human being. I never realized how much I did in my everyday life until one by one I could not do them anymore. As I am physically able to do less and less for those around me and myself I feel like parts of my soul are slipping away. Everyday I am becoming more and more dependent on medications to even make the pain bearable. Please, Lord, I just need to be okay. Whatever it takes, I need to be okay again.
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