A New Year

Well just to let everyone know, i have not reached my goal of losing the 75 pounds but i am about 45 days out and have quit smoking...cold turkey..it was hard at first but now i hardly think about it at all..i have gotten out of my negative relationship and am now involved with a wonderful SOBER man, who does not drink, smoke, dip or do anything and who is also becoming very involved in church with me and my children. I have actually know him for about 15 years and its really weird how it is so hard sometimes to see what is right in front of you..and the sad thing is it took my kids father passing away for me to see..anyway we are very happy, my kids are happy that i am no longer smoking, and that i have found someone who makes me very happy instead of crying all the time..he makes them happy too except that he is quite old school and very much the disciplinarian and they arent much on discipline..lol..but it is doing my son a lot of good..he likes to run over mom and that is not happening anymore..but anyway i wish all my DS friends a wonderful and blessed New Year and hope that you all have good things happen to you in 2009!! I love you all and thanks for being here for me...