A new year

Well it's a new year. I am lying in bed wondering how it's going to turn out. They (mom and Steve) had a party last night with some friends round so everyone got drunk. I felt very out of place . Would love to get a place of my own. University seems a good idea to get away but worried about my wetting and having to share rooms. I can't let it controls life like it has done so I will deal with it better . I think if I can get out of here it will get better. I think living here makes it worse, especially the bed wetting . At least I hope it does then there is a glimmer of hope it will eventually stop.
Going to try get back to sleep now