A new life for me.

Today is day 7 of being sober and this is my first goal tracker entry. Today, I feel a lot of emotions: tired, blessed, lazy, lost in thought. Physically it's just me being kind of tired because my mind is going all the time. I stayed up late last night on here reading posts and also watching videos on addiction. I have been obsessed with watching them lately, almost to the point where that is all I do. My mom is concerned because she wants me to engage in positive things instead of surrouding myself with negative. To me, it's just educating myself on what could happen to me if I keep living this life style. I am not craving any alcohol at this time. This weekend it was sort of hard, especially Friday only because I stayed home and I used to go out and drink when I was restless. But I stood my ground and stayed in a safe place.